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10days

2009-04-13T01:00:00.003+08:00

Will be alone for 10DAYs...
Mummy, Daddy and siska going to Australia for visiting and holidays...
Don't know how am i going to stay @ home alone...
Experiencing moments without my family around...

Passed my MHR modules.. ok im super happy cos seriously last semester i didn't have the time to study... Due to work load getting heavier (the boss bossing us about sales and figures... super stressful)... This semester going to be real tough and difficult modules... Shagged... hopefully this thing ends soon... Looking forward to next year March.. yeppie!!

Saw from a blog mentioning about me (alrite really am shocked)...anyway, i still have the photo taken you leaning at the window looking somewhere else.... i still have the picture of me with toothbrush and me eating cai tau kway... hehe... Something memorable .....

What's the best part, is that the wall is still remained untouched ever since last time the 2 painters vandalised on it... hehe.... With signature signed at the bottom left-hand side of the wall...... So yep... one of the painter didn't bear to repaint with new coat of paint....... =) it still looked new and nice...

bintan trip

2008-12-30T14:49:00.005+08:00

back from a 4 daes 3 nites bintan trip... had lots of fun.. yohoo !~!~

Best part of the whole trip:

(1) Sun-tanning and swim the whole of afternoon @ the beach
(2) Pick cockles and shells
(3) Catch crabbies and fishy
(4) Rest & relax (ready for 2009... haha)
(5) experiencing kampung lifestyle vs resort lifestyle

photo of the wonderful beach view... photo effect not that good but if u get to experience over there its really damn nice.... shiok =)

the chalet we staying ... a total of 12 pple stayin in..

didn't get to take pictures of the whole trip due to camera faulty.. will upload more pics in from frenz cam.. ahaha...

and finally me cam-whoring ... ready to go for exam....

how r u gonna celebrate ur new year eve????

2008-06-28T23:52:00.003+08:00

2weeks passed so fast and i've already completed the 2nd modules for my bridging lessons in Sma (school of management).... Still waiting for my results to come next week.. Hopefully my POManagement will pass... Its been very hectic weeks for me as i need to attend classes four times a week... wEekends are burnt (damn... its 9am to 5pm)... i have to withstand for another 3 more weeks and i can have a break.. !!

(really grateful to pinky tellin me abt this sch)

Really excited making new friends in the school... and im really fortunate that my classmates are really helpful and nice... =) Have already made a number of new friends in school... hehe... so i do not worry abt school project group mates..

Hopefully to complete the whole degree by end of next year.. and be able to qualify for the desired job i want to start on... that is buyer job in a big organization... or maybe brand executive.... another level which i really aiming for.. hopefully this time im lucky enough to get in to gain more knowledge and experience...

2008-04-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

Tiring week again... and it was damn crazy..... and sadly, my assistant quitting...=( i have noone to help me again... S** ..... Help help... =(

Having an interview for SIM course... hmm.. don't know what will they be asking.. Really bets me... =(

Wish me lUCK.....

2008-04-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

Going to Aunt's place to help out has been cancelled becos i wasn't able to help out at 6pm... Normally their customers starts coming in at that hour... well nvm..

Anyway, dad's going overseas again for work tomorrow.. this time round is 1 month... very long.. haiz.. Sian... he's going to Italy and Spain... And we blan-gar him curry fish head at Toa Payoh... =) ... Feels so weird this time round... and i don't know why... Anywae i have his car to drive this time... =) but thinking of the petrol going up is really such a pain... SO eX!!!!

Was talking with dad and mum when we eating the curry fish head... Hearing dad telling us who has quitted in his company... Was rather surprised to know alot of them had left that dreadful place.. And after which came to chat about GA's stuff, alot of new faces too.. and of cos talking about "others" not to mention who he/she is ...

Life has been rather stagnant.. No excitement.. No night life.. No satisfactions in job...

Anyway dearies, please help to pass around your galfriends about my online clothes ok @ http://essycloset.livejournal.com ... Really appreciate all your help... Muacks muacks..!!

2008-03-30T15:07:00.003+08:00

yea... LONG LONG TIME AGO.... =) didn't realise it till now ...months till today...

anyhow updates of My liFE:

(1) setup own online "biz" ...http://essycloset.livejournal.com (due to this i don't have alot of

time to update here....wahaha...bzbzbz)

(2) Applied for Degree course (marketing) @ SIM... hopefully I can get through (**cross

fingers**) sch will start July - 3years course.... =(

(3) Will be helping Aunt to sell satay @ Whampoa...wahaha.. gd experience? nah.. just for the $$

(4) What else but busying with WORK?

I hope all of us do have an Aim / Goal... As for me, i have come to a stage where i felt that im stagnant at this level... So yea, time to upgrade and learn new things before I'm too old for that... Age is catching up & before I step into my 30's, Im gonna achieve whatever goals i have...

Reality just suxs..........

Still im enjoying LIFE....

** I hope you enjoy your life too... Hmm.. yea i guess so, as what she's told me....

Happy new yr 2008

2008-01-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!! Hope everybody will be in gd health for this year... As for me, i hope for success....

Did a competition on December 2007... good experience for me although i did not win... I'm also relieved that i did not win cos i still have to work! imagine to do up a garment within a week (which is really impossible la!) Had made new friends as well as catching up with ex junior schmates ... Realised that this new fren of mine knew my ex-colleague and my another fren as well... wat a small world! Had really great fun on that day cos its my turn to be the contestant instead of working ... wahaha...

Betty (Junior) .... WeiQi (new fren) .... while waiting for us to get ready our hair and makeup

THis cute little ger is the kid im working with... Pretty?

WeiQi, me and Desmine.... Us after the makeups ..... desmine is just my helper for the day...

Me and Dez during rehearsal.. before makeup

Me and the little ger... during rehearsal break

Us again!!

Me, Dez, WQ, betty... betty is WQ's helper.......

During the show.. middle is the ger's mum... all of us got ready for the show to start!!

Yeap... this is a result of a big fall on Sunday at home!!! Becos my mum mopped the floor and its too slippery ..... thanks to her i got this for 3 days!.... and after a week i still had to wrap my leg again cos it haven recover yet!!!

A new year means a new start of everything... so warehouse auntie cook all these for us children to eat!!! We always had such meals whenever there's celebrations

Orh bi beh.... this is cook by Auntie! very nice and shiok ar...!

Egg noodle... with her secret receipe sauce.... although its simple but its damn nice can..... looks like maggie mee but taste much better den maggie...

See my colleague eat until so shiok like that.... wahahaha....

THis is the great woman behind all those dishes... wahaha... i secretly snap this... =) ....

Me at work ... listening to radio cos very bored!!!!

My new look 2008...!!!! had hair cuts at bishan with my kaki.. Michelle...!!! we had the same bangs ... haha.. mine just a bit of difference at the side...........

2007-12-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

...it just brought me more confusions...

Ending : happy ever after...

2007-11-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

As i've mentioned in the previous post that i went to 2 weddings ever since i joined the company for 8 months... yeap.. so broke... =( anyway below are the pics for the 2 weddings... hehe.. hope their husband will dote them alot... and happy ever after (like what's happening in the Cinderella story)...

Were asked to be the bride's jie mei.. so yeap woke up damn early.. bride : karin.. jie mei: Veron...

With the bride again.. hehe... so pretty rite... she's even small sized than me.. finally i can find someone who's smaller ....muahaha... i really like her gown... very classy and simple...

This is another wedding i've attended quite recently... its at Spring Court (china town).... nice foodie... very different kind of wedding as they have some entertainment like singing karaoke... wahaha... all the very funny songs like CT gers... yeap yeap... another nice evening gown she's wearing... suits her skin and she's super pretty on the day...

Group photo... kelvin.. desmine..me and veron... All very shuai and pretty that day... hehe.... desmine got so drunk that day too.... We went to KtV-ing after the dinner.. very Shiok.. cos me and desmine got to jump on the sofa and sing all our hearts out.. Loving them alot .. !

Me and Kelvin (the big sized guy).... funny and lOud.... ex-collegue...

Me and Steven (the sissy and a child).... he wants to hide behind me cos he say he's too big sized as compared to me, i too small size already...

This VERY Cutie Pie is my kid.. wahaha.. i don't mean she's my daugther la... She's my kid for a show which i will be doing on for...... .... hehe... Very talented ... knows how to dance very well.. Im sure she will get in to the finals.... =) this is taken at her home.. Next time i see her will get her something....

Desmine, shirley and i @ office's conference room... waiting for our boss to come... look how Lok Kok we are... boring dressing and stupid hair.. haha... that's how we are when working.. Un-glam rite..

May all be happy and working hard to strive for what you want... ! JIA YOu!

2007-11-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

It's been long since i last updated... Alot of things been going on recently... attended 2 wedding dinner... busy with the next upcoming sales day (every 3 months).. Big presentation just ended today... yet another big event coming up for me.. abit nervous but still to do my very best..

Hope to do something big for myself... but i keep on dragging it due to my heavy schedule.. Hope everything going smooth after the big event.. Pls have some support... =)

alot of things going in my mind... Uncertainty...

pics pics

2007-09-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday went to take family photo @ Serangoon Broadway Studio.. yea somewhere towner there further up... well dad was gd enuff to pay up all... hehe... total of 600 plus... SO EX rite! anyway our shoot was at 3pm... it takes us really fast to finish... only merely a 15mins to being "model".. excited to see how it looks like... =) need to wait 10days... hoope it turns up well.. and all looking pretty & handsome...hehe....

"i don't want to take pic.. see my lipsy so fat!!! " ....

Posing in dad's car...on our way to the studio...

Alrite... another pic of us againn... Yawnz....

Damn... another stupid setup @ Isetan Scotts... 8am to 12pm (3th Sept 07)... my new colleague.. SHirley Zeng.... Us looking so shagged.... but still there's time to take pic... hehe.... this promo only last for 3 weeks and private sales coming up soon... Boring...

This guy is my supplier's nephew...only 19yrs... staying in e states and studying fashion designing @ Central Saint Martin ( i think so).... Cool school... anywae... he's from hongkong... however he has his own style... and yea he wore Vivienne Westwood ring...Y-3 jacket... god... how many months i have to work for these designer wear items... Anywae we went to the Suntec pub (@ e entrance of Suntec)... pretty cool as they have live band... sang by the blackies... but the crowds are all executive levels... working pple went there to relax.. and yea there's some "erm.. i dun wanna look" women (don't really dress up nicely) flirting with a group of "erm not so nice looking" guys... so yea.. im outta there with colleague to have some nice chat with our new friend... =) ... sadly i only see him for 1 day till he's next vacation. (if he ever comes to Sg).. haha...

quote of the day

2007-09-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day

" A part of you has grown in me

And so you see, it's you and me

Together forever and never apart.

Maybe in distance, but never in HEART"

Sis grad day

2007-09-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

Sis graduation ceremony held on 31st August 2007 @ SIM... Alright the ceremony was freaking early, long and bored man.. Come to think of it, i should have attended my grad ceremony 2 yrs bk... regretted... I took a day leave, so happy man. However its more tiring den working cos felt so tired at nite.... Here are the pics which we took...

Finally a much decent family pic after for so many years....

Sis alone

Sis and desmond

Finally sis and me

hi

2007-08-19T16:08:00.001+08:00

misfortunes

2007-08-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Really so many misfortune happening to me.. Sobz.... Fell down really terribly yesterday .. hit my cheekbone, arms joint & thigh... 3 spots all ORh Cheh.. and pAin....! Shuts man.. Feels like half paralyze....

Made some mistakes in work too.... Sway... think i need to bAi baI more often...

maybe

2007-06-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

I guesss . has already forgotten about it...

prob . dun even rem it... haiz..

maybe dun wan to

just tell me straight if . doesn't want

thanks

2007-06-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

thank you my dearest friends.... I love u all.... :)

..thanks for taking time to meet up..

thanks for the "talk" yday nite/morning.... i wasn't so that confused anymore... but still im afraid.. i know the fact can't be that good.. but still i have to face it sooner or later...

lucky or not

2007-06-13T00:06:00.001+08:00

Do u count this lucky or wat... oh god im gonna faint... or bad luck has come knocking at my door? totally sian... who can i cry to??

2007-06-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

My chicky's gone... *sobs* (it's all the way from jap given by my collegue).. Im kinda happy today... or say super happy.. cos i saw sth familiar on... hopefully it still intact & doesn't break so easily..

Im just happy la can anot..

3 months finally over!

2007-06-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

Finally 3 months over... Mich will know what i meant =) Didn't feel overly-excited/happy, didn't feel the urge to celebrate, didn't have the chance to tell him(but anyway its my own biz, even thou how much i really want to tell .).. It just creep by silently.. (there's rooms for improvement.. i just hate my same old habit)....

2007-06-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

.."Bu guan zai na li wo zhi yao he ni zhai yi qi"..

my wishful(one-sided part) & stupid thinking...

. doesn't want to anymore ever since den..

. doesn't wants it badly first place...

. didn't fight for it when mentioned..

. freed .. without taking initiative to solve..

but deep down . .. are the "+ &-" poles....

are . .. still?

.tell straight if .. thinking was impossible

.say ..isn't wat . want to spend life with

.say . found another

.say anything hurtful will do

to let .. .............

2007-06-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

yea yea.. cut my hair .. so happy... now my hair feels "lighter"... not quite used to the short hair.. & abit funny... & yea i look younger definitely... hehe.. wonder wat desmine they all think of it..
feels so good to be able to style my hair again.. yeppie.. & & i bought new bag for work!!... So nice & only cost 39.90... & durable & waterproof.... Im gonna use it for very long time k(don't like to change it so often).. bye bye my old bag.. has been using it for a year already... too bad the zipper spoil and its damn heavy by itself..

too bad my hp can't load in pics (sian.. the stupid programme just couldn't work in my com)... if not i would have upload it .. just so love the bag.. cos its abit vintage kind.. like "ah ma" bag... hehe... and its the first time i bought bags after for like 2 years ok... cos last time used to get bags for free... & i don't buy them... but now... sobs* have to buy already.. no more supplies of free bags...

now i just got to realise there wasn't alot of shops selling nice(& wat i think has its own taste/attitude) bags lo.. seen alot of china kind of bags.. so sian & sicko... seems like i have to explore on more nice shops ... oh ya just forgotten i've got a place tt i've missed out... SHIt.... should have gotta there and think which to buy...

gd buy

2007-06-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

shiok... today din go back for work for the whole day.... stocktake in the morning and then market research @ orchard with colleagues... Been a long time since i last shop too...

1stly, paul n joe loose powder... god its so pretty with powdery glitters... & loose powder isn't that harmful as compact powder... btw i have stop using powder for very long already... only apply tinted sunblock cream... its gd to protect the skin... think i will keep this good habit cos i used to use compact powder which was very very harmful to the skin.. i dun wan my skin to look so old after few yrs down e road...

2ndly, 4 tops... hehe... so crazy man.. and yea im back to more prints tops... no more solid black/white/grey tones... i bot these all within 2 hrs... fret not i won't over spent my dollars... i've gd control with my money...

3rdly, my working bag die on me.. hopefully tomorrow i get to spot a nice bag... a long lasting one... and yea im so excited about tml... finally a new revamp of me... hehe... time to cut .... i really dunno how it will turn out to be.. wont be the same old long hairstyle anymore ..

2007-05-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

Holiday still have to work! Stock take afterwards .... *sian*

Would you be there?

2007-05-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender loving care,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If i were away, would you still think of me

And wish you could hold me now

Would you die for me, would you run with me.

All the way....

by MediaCorp music producer Redwan Ali.

(lyrics might not be actual)

Recommended song.. Very nice... Fell in love with it.. =) .... Im imagining... would you be there?

haiz...

2007-05-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

it wasn't a must... i shouldn't have thought that he would or maybe...

2007-05-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

!... Sickening man ... !

2007-05-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

how im feeling today :

double the

im already contented enough,

or can rather say very lucky,

not cos of the money

but to be able to "fulfil" my "wish" which i mention "there" before...

i don't know but i think im damn lucky already..

wat more can i ask for..

its already more then wat i wish to....

.. at least there's something which im looking forward to now ..

(abit silly but that's wat drives me going on)

busy

2007-05-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i post up photos... this is what i took with my frenz last wk.. Late Midnight @ cineleisure... before that we met up with bunny & her frenz @ a pub ard thomson area.. but to our disappointment it was sort of like those "ah pek" pub.. so we just stayed awhile & drank up before heading to cine...

Ya damn bo liao... wanted to watch movie but no slots & some very late.... wanted to play gaming but no controller... wanted to sing K but have to wait.. so end up taking neo print.. but it was quite funny cos its the first time i saw them behave "like a kid"...hehe...

luff our heads off for the first machine we took... the machine was abit spolit & confusing cos we do not know which pin hole to look @(got 3 pinholes)... so ended up we look so stupid.. yea & after taking the machine got stucked & spolit... so kind of the person to let us retake from another machine...

its the first time i took neo print with them... & somehow i think we aged alittle already... not very familiar with this kind of younger kids "plaything".... quite retards when selecting the frames & watever u call that...

Private Sales finally over .... So tired for these few days.. Thurs only got to go back home @ 1plus... then the next day have to report to work @ 830... Not very tired but quite sleepy.. Met up with quite alot of supplier for this week too.... Tired tired..

2007-05-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

Watched this 9pm drama show yesterday... its all regarding about man & woman... Quite like watching it cos quite meaningful and practical... I think the scriptwriter need to do alot of research on these man and woman thingy...

There was this part they were showing which makes me cried & felt my heart aching... Its the part when zhen bing hui says about his wife thingy to the ex-gf... eg like the wife doesn't treat his like a real man.. and he has been shaded.. sth like that... This has lead me thought of what i've done last time... he must be feeling torturous when we r together... & i know to him i was a "bao gong" (black faced)...

I remembered this incident when we were taking bus back home, we overslept and i scolded him.. Ignoring him while walking back home.. Came to think of it i think i was quite childish....

Im such a terrible person back then... Im trying to be a better person now ... control my temper and everything... & im grateful to "her"...

RAin Rain go away

2007-05-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

this morning rain so heavy man.. i can describe it as the hurricane.. it came with a gust of strong wind & swept all my stuff onto the floor... so scary.. strong wind came and thus accompanying with big rain..

yea thanks rain.. i couldn't get out of the house to work..! but soon the wind subside.. I hate raining day... i have to wear slippers, sweater, & umbrella & also bring my proper shoes(i dun like to wear slippers) to work... My bag already very heavy le lOR... It has been raining alot ever since i went there to work... I remembered the first day i went to work i was late cos of the big rain & heavy traffic jam(due to some accident)... yea.. and thanks man.. my bus stop was at the macRitchie Reservoir which is like 10-15mins walk... yea and i wasn't that wet (cos i expert already..haha...)...

the first time i encounter raining while to work was a terrible one... I was half drenched.. capris pants all wet! shoes wet! and tops abit wet too.. imagine i have to wear the pants for the whole day.. Sux la so wet... So now i clever already.. purposely buy a new slippers(secure type). remind myself to wear sweater(so i wont get drenched on top) and bought some shorty shorts to wear on RAINY DAYS.... it was because my bus stop so far away which is why i have to wear like that.. heck about my image.. anyhow wear...

Hopefully tomorrow weather is FINE... probably can rain at night? hehe.... super hot la at nite... pls pls....

alone

2007-05-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

Busy schedule for this week.. Argh.... How am i gonna finish everything tomorrow man!... Headache.... Tomorrow marks the end of my world... Today worked till 730 all alone in da office.. God guess wat.. am abit scared... Feel abit uneasy alone in da office... prob not used to it...

Busy X10 this week.... Private sales's back again.. Sian... Vowed myself to prepare earlier for the next stupid PS...

whatever

2007-05-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

... I just so LOVE tank's songs ... heh.. HE so KAwaI!!! he might not be very "shuai" category kind like wu zhun but he has got style... Wu zhun too shuai already.. prefered tank kind.. got the attitude yea...

See... guys need not to be very shuai still got to win a gers heart ... so unfair... Gers have to look pretty so guys will take a look at her...

So irritated with my current hair now.. wish i could cut it real short ... but i know i look ugly in short hair... no idea for any new hair styles somemore.. So irritating...

I just had a "feeling" after today...

2007-05-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

**我只能往回忆来ma zui 自己**

..Wo xiang qu dao yi ge you ni chun zai de di fang..

ni neng dai wo qu ma?

(i dont think anyone will understand wat i meant & how i feel)

其实还爱你

2007-05-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

我讨厌　阴天的风　冷得那么刺痛

只有你　能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落被谁丢到了路口

我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦

你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我

天空切开一道裂缝直接割

到我心中不想装作脆弱　

也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你

不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意

你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性　求求你不要去

藏在我心里　最后一句　

其实还爱你

每一夜　闭上眼睛　我看到了恶梦

你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我

天空切开一道裂缝

直接割到我心中

不想装作脆弱　也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意 HO-OH

你给了他的吻　虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性　求求你不要去

藏在我心里　最后一句　

其实还爱你

可不可以任性　求求你不要去

藏在我心里　最后一句

其实还爱你

!st pirority: Getting a new hair cut + buy new bag

cos

..... Messy-long hair & Spolit bag .....

sad =(

非你莫屬

2007-05-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

懂得讓我微笑的人

再沒有誰比你有天份

輕易闖進我的心門

明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭

每顆渺小星球

全都繞著你走

愛我非你莫屬

我只願守護由你給我的幸福

愛我非你莫屬

也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人

給的感動一定是最深

在我心中留下傷痕

你同時點亮了星辰

整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭

每顆渺小星球全都繞著你走

愛我非你莫屬

我只願守護由你給我的幸福

愛我非你莫屬

也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦

看那麼多相遇

偏偏只和你天造地設般產生奇蹟

哦我心的縫隙

我想除了你任誰也無法填補這空虛

愛我非你莫屬

我只願守護由你給我的幸福

愛我非你莫屬

也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦

但那人是你所以不怕苦

considered not a new song.. but whenever i watch e mv and listen to the song i felt something... =)

2007-05-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

專屬天使

我不會怪你對我的偽裝

天使在人間是該藏好翅膀

人們愚蠢魯莽而妳纖細善良

怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌厚厚的溫暖

妳總能平復我不安的夜晚

不敢想的夢想透過妳的眼光

我才看見它原來在前方

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁

妳是我的專屬天使唯我能獨佔

沒有誰能取代妳在我心上

擁有一個專屬天使我哪裡還需要別的願望

小小的手掌大大的力量

我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔

妳想去的地方就是我的方向

有我保護笑容儘管燦爛

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁

妳是我的專屬天使唯我能獨佔

沒有誰能取代妳在我心上

擁有一個專屬天使我哪裡還需要別的願望

要不是妳出現我一定還在沉睡

絕望的以為生命只有黑

沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁

妳是我的專屬天使唯我能獨佔

沒有誰能取代妳在我心上

擁有一個專屬天使我哪裡還需要別的願望

NEW SKINS

2007-04-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

i guessed ive MIA-ed for quite a long time.. I intend to MIA for few more months for some reasons... but still i can't do it.. Im such a LOSER..

ALRITE... give a big clap/applause for my new skin.. haha.. it may not seem to be very nice but i LOVE it cos it has all the photos which i took with all my dear friends... i still miss my old skin though... but i don't really like the space given to show my texts which is y i change... This is more personalise (as in got all the photos with my friends 1 la!) Oh.. & no more Blacks! Pink also not bad la rite... So happy.. manage to change it within 1 day... SIMPLE BUT LOVELY! YEppie!

new frenz

2007-03-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

I've finally found a new group of singlehood kakis... haha... Alrite the movie was real funny just now.. yea e jack neo show.. & of cos the group of frenz im with.. =)

hopefully

2007-03-05T22:38:00.001+08:00

YEppie... unexpected mail reply from....... (shouldn't tell).... =) Hopefully Sat will be occupied soon...hehe.....

Gd is e word

2007-03-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

Things turned out to be good at the new environment... Learnt alot of new stuff within the 2 days... i like e pple, e place, superiors..... Only 1 thing i dun like which was the bus to the ulu place... damn Fugly long... Im glad tt im embarking to a new level... & im excited over it.. & to welcome my new life, i cut my hair shorter & dyed with Michie babe last nite... We have e same hair colour (navy blue+red)...haha.. but both @ diff areas.... Yeppie =)

Life's gd (but abit stressful)... but gonna b bored on Sats cos no need go bk (flexi timing 4 research).... guessed im used to working on Sat too.. need a P/T....

Strange!

2007-02-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

GOod Byes... Felt abit different today... Not happy & not excited... Felt abit lost somehow... Prob used to the same group of people.. Now they are gone forever.... Strange... starting to miss them abit... Im scared abt tml... Who can i shout my feelings to? Haiz.....

"the starting of one's path means the ending of another"

MeaningFul Day

2007-02-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today did quite alot of meaning things...

1. Helping as an extras... Quite a nice experience for me as i gt to see how's like doing up just a (maybe 15-20mins- ithink so) short skit/i dunno wat it call la... Not an easy task to do everything by ownself (preparations, directing e whole situation, managing e casts, explaining & other wats not)... I can see the seriousness, ethusiasm & burning passion in u.. Im happy for u...
I believe when a person have passion in doing sth, he/she will get down to do it seriously....
(motion sickness after e long bus ride..haha)

2. After which i went to Bendemeer... Yea.. and i finally checked up the Kallang CC for enrichment programmes, as well as e Montessori sch @Kallang CC too... Hopefully i get to do P/T art teacher for kids... hehe...

3. Met up with Mich...hehe...

CNY updates

2007-02-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Some pics to share.... taken during CNY chu 1.. Hmm... this is the first time i wore until like v girly n feminine (i dun wear like tt normally)... and yea bright colours..haha..My cousins were shocked to see me like tt... "Ahem! im still a normal ger who likes to wear feminine 1 hoh k"...

Chu 2 i wore dress..Sth like wat my sis wore..haha.. but too bad i forgot to take a pic..haha.. Gonna wear more coloured clothes... Will bring me more luck rite..?haha...

Sis...dad... Me

Me... Aunt... Sis....

Do we look alike? We r both e extremes... 1 fair 1 dark.... she's feminine while im not..

VaVroomMm....

2007-02-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

Yea 2 wks alr ever since the last update.. Tt period was the most tiring yet i could say "fun" and "memorable" ones.. Tiring cos every single day i had to work... Fun cos i got to work in attrium as my collegue buddy is always there (she manage the attrium).. yes tt's her Joel... i could really click with her ever since her 1st day with the company.. I gotta miss her...

"fun" having sms war with (i dun really wan to reveal who's tt)... all that is really shit man.. *roll eyes*.... work relating stuff always got me so irritated.. i was naive to think tt she could help/ teach me alot of things(or prob they still thinking im nt grown up yet! COme on)... An advise to all : Never to take their words for real in the real industry.. Dun believe them tt easily and protect yourself... Fight for your own rights... If you think tt the company isn't right for u JUST LEave... and a gd company shld think of the staff welfare...

Oh yea.. continue to "memorable" cos suddenly felt sad after my last day of work @ e attrium... i quite enjoy working with the shopfront staff... i gotta miss all of them.. But for my own future i think i should step a BIG step forward not stuck in e small hole... I want to experience a bigger role instead... I'm abit too ambitious alr i know but i want to grow even faster... Life's been pretty much stagnant there so tt's y i made up this decision... TO LEAVE with no regrets...

I hope whatever decision i made will do me gd.... And i hope for a better tomorrow ..... For everybody too esp u .. I hope your showcase will be a success and a better tomorrow & tomorrow....

Right now im enjoying the long Holis... Getting all ready my gears for the next real challenge... (anybody knows any art school for kids?keke )

shiT !

2007-02-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

1 expression to show how i feel ........... =)

Although i got some (not nice) feedbacks today but im glad that those made me even more stronger now... I don't care anymore and im not affected by it.. thanks .... I can assure that i wasn't like what u said.. My conscience is clear... Its time to be hard not soft...

....to be continued.....

13 daze

2007-02-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

Im gonna tell myself to endure through these 2 weeks (no resting day at all for me throughout these 2 weeks)... Have to swtich my negative mentality to positive if not i can't survive .... I've got so much to tell but the time isn't right yet... 13 more days to go ... *sobs*
now know y im having depression period...

2007-02-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

OK counting down... 14 more days to go... every year this timing i always counting down to my days(ze)... Hopefully next year won't b like now.. (depression period)....

*praying for it*.... wish i can get it... or u can say i really want it...

I was lucky yesterday.. Hope i will still have the luck this time round too...

sway!

2007-01-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

I think luck wasn't on my side for this year... Read a chinese "shen xiao" book(quite true as wat my cousin said)... I remembered reading sth like this yr isn't a "wang" year for all the COWs... and must take care of health...

Yea true enuff.... IM SICK for a WEEK already (i only got 2 days MC cos i need to work).. & ... this is the longest "SICK" daze ive had and still counting... FEELING SO SO TERRIBLE! man think i must have lost alot of fats alr..hehe

Do U konw? Dun think u even care...

2007-01-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

Felt abit of satisfaction after Des bluetooth me the nice duet song... I super love it... =) ... at least this brighten up my dazy day... 2 more days to go... Im gonna battle it no matter what... and also my dOOm days knocking at my door soon... *sobs*....

"Happiness does not come doing wat you like, but from liking wat u do"
We do get to do things which we don't like (i guess all of us do experience tt rite?)

If we were able to think in another perspective, and enjoy wat we are doing (irregardless whether u like doing it or not), we would be happier rite? its part and parcel of life... Well... it all depends on each individual i guess... Haha... (understand?)

Bless me for the rest of the weeks till CNY.... *sobs*.. (wished he can sayang me..-_-" im dreaming again!)...

New yr

2007-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

A NEW YEAR

A new Resolution? wat's yours?

2006-12-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

........ 梁山伯與茱麗葉 ........

2006-12-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

Maybe by doing this may seems too abrupt...

thanks

2006-12-06T01:14:00.000+08:00

.... Some queries in my mind had somehow been answered .... & i should look into different prospective too.... Thanks babe.... u've been a gd listener & advisor to me ... Somehow my heart becomes lighter a little....

Upside Down Life

2006-12-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder how isit like to have ya life like the pic above? (Upside down)

U start to feel sad inside,

Your life going down-hill,

U r not your real self,

U feel so unsure,

U do not have helping hands nor listening ears,

U tend to escape cos u don't want to face it,

U try to pile up lots of work & activities (to keep yaself busy),

U might think tt miracle will happen, but fact is it won't,

but still u believe tt it will,

U lack of energy,

Life seems aimless everyday,
AND

U lost your Will to fight.

We do see things differently, so wat's your definition of a upside down life?

Recover soon

2006-11-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Finally drew some sketch on my 'diary' .... Yea its my sis name... She was doing her exercise (recovering from her broken arm soon) while i drew this.... Hope she recover soon... just like the drawings below.... hehe....

Know wat im trying to express???

2006-11-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

..... It's hard for me to decide ....

choosing between reality & dreams

my diary

2006-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Someone told me this :" E first impression i had on u is tt u r a sad person " Hmm.. am i?

today went to Bugis A&BC buy a memo pad + drawing pen so hopefully i could draw watever shit i want when im feeling happy/ down.... Hope this helps me to "say out" how i feel just like a diary... Prob this is a good way to de-stressing myself...haha... This is so fun...

arHHhhhhh.......!!!!!

2006-11-24T00:35:00.000+08:00

My weaknesses is evading e strong side of me... when have i become so vulnerable? ArhHHHhhhhhhhh....!!!

"Wished i could hug u tightly, close to my heart"....

Can u hear me? or do u ever bother to read?
Meow...

Love him / hate him

2006-11-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

Woo.. Amazingly i went to webbies for the Project Runway 3 to know the winner... & yea my "voted-winning-designer" won! I liked him ever since the 1st epi.. My sis hates him..haha.. Yea he is Jeffrey! well... i like his kind of style & taste..

Today's show was even more exciting... A cotton checks making into a couture dress? well that was real fresh ideas man... I was quite impressed with tt...& i love the dress... at least it excites me as compared to e others... He really inspires me alot.. Im so lookin forward to next wed show! yeppie...

Wo yao zhuo yi ke shang liang de xing... hehe (I realised tt my chinas getting better)

Hope ham will shine too... =)

Upload of Mich bday photos up soon....

2006-11-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

[thoughts X 101%]+ [(heart & mind)X same frequency]+[need X 13acl1y]+[everything-->u] = haM same ?

I can't solve this sum....
This is wat im feeling all these while.....

Another lovely stuff .. Goong

2006-11-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

seems like i've lost touch on blogging.. Pardon me for tt cos i was rather down these few weeks... Well apart from the negative stuffs... yea here are some of the happy moments.. Yea polly is back in town !... So here r the pics..

Aud, Polly & me! Only the 3 of us met... & yea i enjoyed our gathering! hehe... I MISS HER man...

Polly with a kid...haha... I look like a kid standing next to her... =(

Ok Saman & Me.... this pic was yday... before gg to Mich bday... oh ya.. haven got the other pics frm Saman...

Well ok... Im abit crazy over Goong recently la.. i know its kinda stupid la... nth to do wat so jus watch the dvd la... & ya hooked on it alr.. hehe... this is one of the pic i got frm Saman's blog...hehe.. I think its nice.. u will know y if u watch the show... So sweet rite... Imagine the scene if u dun hav anyone to kiss..haha... for those fortunate ones.. yea u shld b able to feel the sweetness frm ya partner.....

A nice Quote:
' the greatest thing in life, is to love and be loved '

2006-10-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

How was deepavali for everyone??? Guess it was another day for everyone (mostly) to rest & have fun.... Well mine was spent at Suntec City cos it was a big day for my com... Yea those who r e regulars shld know tt we held a fashion show & attrium over there... Yea.. so so i was busy with e fashion show...It was like hell... those who done backstage be4 shld b able to know how's the situation like... yea i gt to see lots of naked models but who cares man.. we were so engrossed in dressin up the models (& its was so fast lo).. Luckily we managed to do up a gd show.... & thanks man i got stepped on my foot (model wearing heavy boots & i wasnt wearing any shoes...faint*)... After e show, still working ..... Tt's how my sat was spent... But im glad... its finally over! hope we get praises..muahaa....

Yea today work again... to assist my manager...-_-" .... had lunch at Goodwood park hotel... hmm first time gg there... hehe... quite nice... Finish work at 2 & went down to meet Pinky at City hall to go Vivo City... yea the latest mall...

Vivo City was damn terrible man... SO much crowds & some shops r not opened yet... i only like the outside area where u can rest... a whole view of sentosa... guess it would be nice if its at nite... I admire the Tangs interior displays... SO nice LO... those visual mer shld go take a look...

yea & wc drop me off near pinky's hse... -_-" ..... Yea im too bored tt i used my baby to snap the place.... trying diff angles without looking e screen...& it turned up nice (ok la.. not tt nice la...)

Snapshots 1

Snapshots 2

tat's all ... Meow...

2006-10-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

ok photos here... not v interesting.. just some shots of my biz trip... really v v little... hehe... was v tired for the whole trip tt's y no mood to take nice pics...

this is the sg Thai airline lounge... Cool rite.. nice to slp here... only gold card member can go in.. of cos its not mine la........ haha...

Me on Thai airplane..... sleepy look...

THis is where we go... Wholesale place... v v messy... & lots of peeps...

Jam packed with Koreans...

and the place r full of plastic bags....

Watever... just some shit .....Sian.. no mood to blog for these few days.... mono... mono mono...!

=)

2006-10-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

great achievement today cos i sew up my beloved bag... one of the handle came off... OK now its as gd as new...Yeappie!

u r not alone

2006-10-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

U R NOT ALONE..... =)

backie..

2006-10-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

Backie !! something wrong with my com so i couldn't upload those pics from ma hp.. wth (but it isn't anything nice cos i din really took alot as i was busy for most of the time..hehe.).....

Great to be back again.. hehe... I kinda like Korea now cos the weather is so gd now.. very cooling & the environment nt tt "advance" like sg.... Like Japan (but nt as clean as japan)... Their shopping areas are great too... They have those high end brands to local brands... high end brands shopping malls really v great..of cos betta den taka la... they also have those wholesale malls.... and it only opens at nite! Imagine i get to "shop" at nite...Cool rite..

Oh yea i also do like the younger gen of guys over there.. they r all so SHUAI k.. and the woman there r so PRETTY k... my collegue told me tt most of them do plastic surgery so tt's y they r so NICE! i was drooling when i was at the fabrics malls (bu hang)... guys over there even more shuai... like those korean actor on tv....hehe....

oh well.... their food are great too... i like their "niang gao" & the chicken with transparent mee.. i din take a pic of those so can just imagine la... & their stuff r real cheap & nice too.... i mean clothes... hehe...

Ok watever.. sounds so bimbo & Sian if i continue to type these rubbish... Anywae another nice experience for me.. undescrible feelings... Pray hard to go Thailand da next time round...hehe...(pls let me go.... Meow..)

hey!

2006-10-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

hey peeps... im in Incheon Airport waiting for plane to Hongkong... more updates when im back ok..with pics...

2006-10-11T10:00:00.000+08:00

hi im in korea now... muahaha...

=) a nice day

2006-10-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

HEY SEE THIS! thanks for taking ya

time to wait for me write

the card & helping me pass e pressie... =)

been nice seeing u

again after months...

(to be continued) ..

(if u know where, u would know where to go)

pics

2006-10-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

Oh well forgotten to dl the company event pic into my thumbdrive... now i only have 2 pics in my hp.. so pardon me...keke....

our "grp contest" wear.... my grp doing gothic...hehe... wendy, engtio & me...

I love them.. they r so Cool & shUAI k... they r in my grp too....

More to come ok..hehe... with e whole grp photo....

Met up with Saman yesterday.. well well rare to have gatherings.. She met her fren first cos i worked till 5 plus, couldn't finish my stuff so stayed back...

Saman & Jr..

Saman & Me (all pics using my new baby to take de)...

cool...

2006-10-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

Excitment for the whole of next week... Yea.. After been stoning here in this place for a mth plus... Finally gotta a long "holi".... Im once again aLIFE ! Here i come .... this gonna be so SO COoolll..... dun miss me yo...

Oh updates of pics on saT .... this gonna b real damn cOOl k.. watch out... !

new challenge

2006-10-01T15:16:00.000+08:00

Gotta a "big project" [i considered it as big cos its another new challenges]..... Hopefully i can show my "power" to them..hehe...

Good Bye im gonna have some fun today and tml... No work for me tml

2006-09-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

if u know.. u will know where to go... tt's where i will be saying...

sick

2006-09-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sickness becoming worst.... cant slp for da whole yday nite.. damn so tired man... went for dental root canal op jus now.... i just so hate the whole process & now my tooth aching.... can u imagine the kind of sensitive+hurting+pain+numbness sensation? it makes me so "kao man" .. i can only "ren"! & its freaking ex... 500 bucks... god.. if i hadnt had tt prob i would have save my 500 bucks... Kns...

Argh... next wk gotta go dental again.. I hate tt feeling.... I can only hug my pillow when it hurts..... Meow...

Sisters gathering !

2006-09-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

This gonna be just photos entry...hehe.... thanks ryan for da late loading pics...haha... tt was 2 weeks ago gathering....

Ai & Chui.... haha... love em...!

me & ryan... we dining @ Lerk Thai... ok the fried doufu is real nice... and we din know they took this pic....

along the esplanade underpass.... ya & some extras at the bkgrd...hehe...

No light so its underexposed...thanks ar ai....

Our stupid poses... ok just imagining something is above la k...

Ok its the "all ladies" pic.... sorry "sister"...

Our shadow.... taken with the projector bkgrd... creative rite... ailing wit the devil horn (my hands)... haha.. so guess where i am?

OK this is the evil bkgrd.......... scary rite?

Not feeling well this week... its rare tt i will get minor sickness.. ok wat's next man? i hate sore throat and Flu! Today got my 3G sim card... haha still i haven got to know how to use 3G... watever...

OK madness "shopping" today again... Shop for my team mate stuff.. yea im soso excited... I think im great... i can travel to 3 places for within 2.5hrs... travel +buy alot of things ok .. Ain't im great... im born to be a shopper... wahhaha.. bitch...

Oh ya i bot alot of things from FEP yday.. all punk stuff for the show... my lady boss and most of the "big head" pple in my grp.. cant wait to see how they are like in goth punk clothes...wahaha... gotta be real fun!

(youstilloccupytheotherhalfofmyworld2) im still missing u...

new baby

2006-09-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

My new baby is here....! Finally bot a new hp.. N70.....wat a hassle just now... Im such a retards on hp stuff... still exploring how to use it... ok so now im so so broke.. I like my new hp... So yea cut down 1 fan nao....

Watched mtv channel & saw Levis have this new jeans out... dai yuan ren is Boa.. ok so nice lo.. cutting so nice tt makes ya legs so slim.... ok so this shall be my new target... i dunno wat no is tt la... ok shall not think of wat to buy again... gonna work my ass off and earn tt bucks.... haha

Ok i dreamt of sth 3 days ago.. it felt so real lo.. again its the same person... & i dunno y i would dreamt of tt scene.. -_-"

sad

2006-09-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

TOday came back home wit a big surprise ....
Nobody told me anything...
CAn't help feeling so Useless... God..

im feeling So so sad... mian bi shi guo....

should i?

2006-09-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

" Should I? "

Random update

2006-09-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

God... wat i did today was just too little... i din do much... only tidy up the messy "accessories corner" ... & amending my designs... I just cant stand the messyness at tt corner so i just suggest to change everything... hopefully i can get it done all by tomorrow...

Gotta plan all my stuff for this week cos im gonna start on my sewing thingy.. Ok tml gotta go "shopping" again.. Do market research to find new things and new discovery.... Hope i can get some exciting stuff to write down for my market research report... Any new place to shop?

Think i will buy my hp by end of this week.. i can't wait to change to a new hp .. God im using vintage phone... with blue light... -_-" Laugh out ya lungs if u wanna to... ok watever..

Im looking forward to alot of dates....
staff day... yea! so fun....
Nehbi Bday... hehe... yea muskees...
Pinky's Bday... hehe.. another muskees....
Christmas.... still no prog
CNY... i wanna my long holi... i shall plan a trip to somewhere nice & quiet & alone! yea yea... it will b COOl if i can go to ang moh country and travel ard for weeks... work for accomodations... with little money with me.. hehe...

i shall remind myself on my Goals to get myself motivated everyday.... I dun wan to feel useless or be a useless person....

HP search

2006-09-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

Yday manage to done all my personal stuff... Bankin $, go Chinatown buy stuff for company, library to return & borrow books, see hp.. wah all on 1 day... Can't even decide which hp to buy.. actually tot of gg yday see and str away buy.. but end up still considering.. god.. (im nerds to hp stuff.. went alone n din know which to get).... It was funny tt i went back to Bishan to see hp instead of Ps or watever... tt outlet was the last i bot for my previous moto hp... din even know y i went back there.. just the 1st thing in my mind to see hp was Bishan...

Its torture to buy a new hp.. i still prefer my old moto hp although its old.. cos can take pics n dl songs in... but it has spolit long time so i hadn't really bot a decent hp yet till now... well argh watever... suddenly tot of sth... so emo now..

" Sad... I dun wanna external pollution to my mind... I jus wan to remain the image i tot of .. in my heart... I refuse to think tt way.... "

everyday im in my own fantasy world... im having dreams everyday... and its always the same person... wat does it means??? I dun get it..

Hope next weekend will be a betta day... So sian.. this month i wont be gg for biz trip.. I wanna go ........ I wanna go ..... Life's so bored without leaving Sg... Haaiz... So boredzzz.......

Jie Bu Diao -Harlem Yu..... nice song... meaningful

Party

2006-09-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yday was a fun day... It's claire bday... & we got to have our little gatherijngs there too... Been long time since i last saw my polymates.. Thanks to Alina tt we were able to reach there (if not its v inaccessible)... its at Sentosa Cove.. where its near the yatch.. god.. so glam rite...

There's DJ, wine, buffet etc etc.. & the view was nice.. & yea we took lots of pics too..hehe...

Aud, me, alina & Jean

The adm gers

We came together... hehee..

This the view of the sea and yatches... cant see rite..but its nice

Group photo

Me & Jean walking bk to the party place

OK cam whoring

In alina's car on the way to Zouk...(haiz... but im nt gg cos gotta work nxt day -_-")

Us in da car....

ok la so many peeps gg Zouk lo.. envy sia... god.. i jus long bang her car..

sad

2006-09-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

Was quite sad today.. totally sad.. cos of sth.. i dun get y u have to say tt im still at the lowest im not above anyone... its obviously i knew tt ok.. dun treat me for a fool... Im still wondering y do u hav to add tt sentence...

although i do normally act tt way but still i will get things done asap... mayb i shld change the way i react... Im so Sian! today is just not my day!

Mono Life

2006-09-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

hehe... Im so looking forward to tml... shall not reveal wat isit 1st....

Life seems so unpredictable... life seems so mono for me... My life is only revolving ard work, family & sometimes frenz(seldom have gatherings so...yea)...getting bored yea... or probably stayin in Sg simply means bored...

Everyday im seeing pple on the bus looking stressed, tired, "no smile", mono.... those r the working adults... ok im 1 of them too.. if Sg weren't like wat it is now.. wat will our life will be like? Carefree & relax? I wished tt i could put some "colours" onto their face so they won't be looking tt gloomy...

But y in the first place r they havin tt face? Aren't they happy to b back to their challenge ground? Or perhaps some r just working for the sake of $ & not enjoying their work?? Im wondering how many Sgaporeans do really love their job/ wat they doing? R they doing wat they love to do? R they loving their job? Or maybe i should ask myself first before looking at others.... hehe...

Tt was just another tots... Ive been having dreams alot... Its always the same old person appearin... I dunno wat it means... Prob ive been missing him alot? or was it sth else? heard from my collegue saying tt if u having dream tt nite, the next day u will feel v tired cos your soul din rest at all for the whole nite... This is scary but if its a nice dream & having him appearing my dreams i wont mind for not resting my soulz... hehe....

(youstilloccupytheotherhalfofmyworld2)

shiok ar!

2006-09-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Ok today damn ShIok la.. shIok as in working non-stop.. was super damn busy.. Wah really can breakdown man... & going home extremely late.. ard 830(my latest record k).. My pulse was beating so fast for the whole day.. and legs cold..haha.. tt reaction means im super panic!when im like tt im sure gonna be v hot-tempered & gan jiong.. Kaoz.. now there's so many stuff to do..

Wat im busying with:
Wrapping presents for staff day..haha bored!
Organising my team fashion show on staff day..haha this is fun
Fashion show for this coming October.. ok im nervous
Daily tasks... wahkao can make me crazy

All these can make me So so busy.. i tot im gonna be a bit free this week but im so wrong.. ! & so tml i gotta have 2 meetings..! Oh pls..
Wat am i gonna do this sat.. oh yes buy my hp.. last wek unable to buy cos i woke up so early & am smelly after the shoots.. I need a new hp! Get it before i go off for trip again..

Oh well.. suddenly tot of short term & long term goals... I know wat i wan in my life... i hope everything i do now can help me in my future goals...

Am always on time to watch my fav prog.. Qi fei & Y ji hua & zhen xiu zhen prog... i think those r v inspirational... (ok think im off track..haha)

Some thoughts

2006-09-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

The photos are out !... Not sure whether i can post those pics for photoshoots.. think i will only show it when its out on webbie... I could just say its another experience for me.. At least it builds up my portfolio for makeup.. hehe...

There was some error... OK it wasn't the best.. Learn from mistakes and next time will be better... & not making the same mistakes again.. Thru this i got to learn another way of putting on the base foundation.. cos in sch, we were only taught of the cream base not liquid.. My collegue was so kind to teach me (she's also a makeup artist..she's doing the hair).. Thanks yea.. Now im more confident in doing makeup... still trying to perfect my skills for doing smoky eyes....Its not tt easy to do a nice smoky eyes.. hehe..

Im looking forward to my company staff day! Lots of fun and fashion shows.. haha..Xian mai ge guan zi...

Songs

2006-09-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Did a unbelievable task today.. hehe.. Tried to cook bai mu er (desert) this afternoon.. Its not too bad la ok.. Bai Mu Er is gd for our body (as wat mummy says)... So yea.. i learnt how to cook it so next time i can cook for myself to drink...

Well saw energy's MV ... their group has been reduced to 3 pple instead.. i dunno wat happened to Nui Nai alr.. can anybody tell me? abit sad rite to those energy fans... i was 1 of their fans too.. not really say fans.. i used to like them alot and bot their albums... but quite sad thou to their current situation...

Well.. I like JJ (ever since his 2nd album..he's great..).. & F.I.R (their live is great & i like their tian tian ye ye song...i dunno y.. i just really like it alot..e 1st time i saw their MV i was hooked onto it..hehe..).... U can say me cheenas or watever... i like chinese songs alot cos it somehow is more meaningful den english songs... esp for love songs....hehe... Mayb tt's the wonders of Chinese language..

Another nice song from Energy.. Ai Shi Kong...

PS: i had a really bad backaches... have to put on those plaster...!
Miss U... (youstilloccupytheotherhalfofmyworld2)

photoshoot day!

2006-09-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

Great & fun day today.. woke up really damn early... 4am.. & my sis just got bk home tt timing & im gonna get out of hse for work.. haha.. So hilarious.. she tot i just got bk home... She tot i crazy to wake up So early to office.. (of cos i did tell her tt i have photoshoots)...

Waking up tt early morning was rather fun.. there wasn't any single souls on the street... & no buses too.. of cos i have to take a cab down to office.. I was rather energetic cos im excited u see.. =)

Ok yea.. i got to office but have to wait for my collegue to come(i dun have the keys!).. the model was real early.. she came before me la.. So rare of models to arrive tt early... We got in office & start to do those preparations lo... i did e makeup & collegue did the hair... So yea we were ready by 645...

Photography drove us to our photoshoots location, For Canning Park.. Shoot... shoot...& shoot... yea and we ended work ard 11... (lazy to talk abt the process.. anywae its just shooting).. yea went back home by 12 plus.. ate lunch & slept.. (im really tired lo!)

well knew its abit bored..
but i really like it whenever there's photoshoot... although its abit tired & stuffy... hopefully the photos turns up good.. i can say tt its nice using ang moh models too... the clothes will look more expensive on them...ahaha... the jia zhi gan... and mind u.. the model is only 17yrs old!.. so young man... Jealous!...

Will update when the photos r ready.!! looking forward to it...

photoshoots

2006-09-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

Photoshoots tml..! 4 am gotta wake up! Gosh! Only 5hrs of sleep...hope everything goes smoothly tml!!! yea yea.. I wanna watch sun rise! hehe....

plastic surgery

2006-09-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

Saw this show from MTV.. its abt pple going for plastic surgery become like 1 of their fav star... Oh god.. utterly disgusting & so painful! i dun get it y they can endure the pain to do all plastic surgery.. Gd for those which went thru successfully.. bad to those who have to suffer alot more after the surgery...

i think those pple who went for the surgery do have little confident abt their looks or maybe they feel they r ugly themselves... For wat i think, if u feel & think u r Beautiful den u r!

Oh & i've also read this article in Urban today.. a page of huang tian cai interview... it abt how he maintain to be still looking youthful even though he's in his 30's... i like wat he said in there "Don't think abt ya age" .. yea i do agree.. & also keeping a positive mind & all those necessary healthy lifestyles(example don't smoke, eat fruits, exercise regularly etc).... So pple.. if u wanna still be looking young(ok i know we r still young..but 1 day we will grow old..) or watever just heed the advise.. gee...

Stay pretty & healthy..!!

News

2006-09-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Woohoo... guess wat? sat photoshots has changed to 8am... so which means i have to do e makeups by 7am... & start by 6am? 5am to wakeup.... oh gosh.. hasn't been wakin tt Bloody early for SO so long alr.. Sure gonna be stoned in da morning.. Hope everything goes well.. *pray harder*

Of cos im so happy its in da morning cos which means i can go shoppin after tt.. & to da library again..i wanna borrow this book which i saw last week.. hehe..

Just received a gd news today.. hopefully it works & im looking forward to it.. hopefully....

Almost done with my weekly designs & quickly starting on the "long-waste-my-time" records! Argh.. i hated it when i have to do tt.... Ok gonna be early "AGAIN" tml... yea im so hardworking rite? Time passes so fast u know.. To little time to finish my work stuff.. grant me few more hours pls...

What's next week den? Hectic workloads all over again!.. but i enjoy it.. keeps me busy..

wishlist

2006-09-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

My wishlist:

Seriously i need to get a new phone.. my hp spolit & im using 3360 (i think so) now..(yea the blue light 1) -_-" & it also giving me problems too ........ & i dun even know wat phone is gd & cheap now... pls "enlighten" me.. hopefully i can get it this sat... Aiyo.. headache!

Yawnz.. tml gotta go office earlier... Dont know wat time will end tml... pray hard!

2006-09-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

Oh my .. im gonna be v busy this week.. -_-" ...... the "big shot pple" r coming.. SAt photoshoots ! Oh my so nervous..excited too! hehe...

Missin u...

(youstilloccupytheotherhalfofmyworld2)

photos!

2006-09-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

well ok.. here's the pics... hope we having another outing soon.. Waiting for another batch of photos for Friday's outing wit the Jie Meis... Pls bear with those "3 of us" photos... haha...

Muskees

Again

& AGain

205 pose

Again

& Again

both of us bored wit the soccer match... so we sitting against the TV.. while the 3 of them watching the match -_-"

THe couples photo wit an Xtra...hehe

& again the Dian den pao

& Again...2 Pair of couples wit an XtraZ.. haha

TT's all pple...!Nice song...
David Tao & Jolin - jing tian ni yao jia gei wo
Pan Wei Bo- Xie Xie
(seen him at e HK Airport for my last biz trip..hehe..)

Dead!

2006-09-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

Dead sat daze.. Yawnz... hope i have a nice room for me to slack.. like Jon's studio.. yea real cool... I so wish tt my office was a more relaxin kind of environment.... Dream on.. hehe..

addictions

2006-09-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

Im a TV addict & books addict...! i admire sanshun bf.. he's so charming!.. & im hooked on books too.. Working hard nowadays..staying up to 8pm everyday @ work.. So "hardworking" isn't it? hehe... yea next week gonna be bz.. entertaining n more entertaining...

got a "gd-bad" news recently... October gonna be my bad mood daze... So many things to handle but so little time.. hope the fashion show turns out well... Im looking forward to it..

Bored

2006-08-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

Received pics frm nehbi.. yea but im too lazy to upload.. wwill do it when ive gt the mood & time...wahaha.. prob tml.. (think im a little fat recently..i looked fat in those pics..haiz)

I've broken my own Rulez..

....................

2006-08-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

Little wonder tt i would go to library yday.. Just had a last min plan for myself.. hehe.. First time being in the National Library @ Bugis.. OK so many peeps lo.. yea & i did borrowed 4 books.. -_-" when was the last since i borrowed books frm library? YeARSss.... when i said books really means books ok.. not comics or watever shit.. haha.. & u cant believe wat i've borrowed.. books on career thingy.. collective books on successful peeps..strategies of being sucessful..haha.. whatever..

Guess wat.. i was on luck yday... yea.. finally e 3 muskees reunited.. of cos wit their counterparts.. & well im aLONE.. (wth!) -_-" ... well alrite they din left me out..thanks gers.. Yday was such a scene man.. on my left was talkative couples & on my right was passionate couples.. so yea im there watching "their" shows.. -_-" ... they starting to talk abt marriage and saving acc thingy.. having plans alr... wth.. haha.. but im happy for the both of them.. =)
Pics to be upload next time... ! yea nxt wk photoshots!

I cant wait for my next trip.. getting away from everything..
there's no 2nd chance once u've taken the wrong route.. (this is wat i came to a conclusion)

2006-08-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

This are what we took yesterday.. great day & i enjoy it.. too bad pinky not here.. get well ok.. We will be there for u when u need us.. We are such a cam-whore.... my teeth looked so yellowish.. haiz.. its in the genes.. my mum also have yellowish teeth.. we ain't SMOKERs.....

TO you

2006-08-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

been lost for a week.. (have u ever wonder y? i dun think u will)

gd bye.. im going somewhere far.. and i wish not coming back anymore..

(yourstilloccupytheotherhalfofmyworld2)